From Ms. Plath

"Message is blackness blackness and silence"


Wind outside is howling. St Valentine of the severed heads don't know if Mlle. Antoinette got your joke. Haha. Crazy man! Stuff of the movies howling wind thunder and lighting.

"I'll see you on the dark side of the moon." Pink Floyd. My astronomy teacher said there is no dark side of the moon nor is it all dark. It rotates in sync with the earth spinnng. I heard this song by the Pixies "where is my mind" I think that may have been playing when I stumbled upon a party in Brooklyn summer 2009 when I found out Justin waS cheating.....this dumped on me en route to work. Here I am young beautiful wonderful but perhaps that was just it. Maybe he wanted to test me. Then that weekend J shacked up in a tent with Leila I found this hipster party by accident in Brooklyn met some people got drunk. This girl got possessive with her bf when I talked to him but I had no designs. Wind is howling.This reminds me of scoobie doo. I lit a white candle to Virgin Mary and pined for Justin. Michael Jacksob died while I was standing outside the Bhuddist Temple and the night before J made out with Leila. And it was Wednesday. 

Precipitation

Ay it's gross. But life must go on.

Swinging, Le Trapeze, checkmates, roses, rates

Excuse me I meant to p ublish on my OTHER site but here it is again.....yes I am a brilliant controversial writer and escort so......this site has much of my writing but here is my hooking up info if a little redundant:   I have neglected this site.....excuse me. Just some quick updates and info.....I will be youer swing or fetish club date for roses: three to seven hundred plus admission around one ten or one twenty on weekends. I ask you drop cash in my bag as we are changing in the locker rooms. I do participate swap but naturally all of us must agree. I do not get with just anyone.....you know.......but most of the time I am ok with it. The amount I ask depends what night and how long we are there for, and the like.  If you are pleasant, generous and respectful it should go down as an excellent night. again, please email me at arielarust@gmail.com  or text, please dont call, 3 four seven, 693 3 one oh three.    Also.....I moved to Jersey City! You can now visit me incall.....Im near bayside park. I will not answer any explicit questions nor will I send face photos. I am good looking and I have been seeing many of the same people for years. One more thing, regarding escorting to the swing club, I promise to do my best to be on time but please keep in mind I am coming from Jersey City and since Sandy trains are messed up. If you help with a cab or pick me up I will love you all the more!  Incall or out I ask 140 for half hour 260 for an hour. I am real and that is me in the photos.......ok! Hope this clears up confusion)

love these funky random beers

we had to pass the pyramid blaster--KLF


i like I said Im intrigued by how many genius creative verdions of beer packaging there are......maybe manufacturers want to make them more girly. there is a spiritual element to alcohol.....so much of booze is ritual.....people drink at the end od a long days work like i am.....not a time to go into this.....but this reflects back to a year ago there was great and horrible all at once.....still dont understand. but i was in the presence of something powerful and beautiful.....it took this long, too long, to see the fruition. may it flourish. my love can never be adequatwly put into words........its gold like sun shine

Day of Blood

mine is wine colored. I died and was dead, so many times. I fucked up stupidly did I? or is there something else happening? I am the eyes of Laura Mars that film must have been written about me. I wish I were oblivious.....but I'm not. I'm grateful to those who stepped in for me. Thank you.

more revised

mine, or yours, is it mine or yours



if there's one there are many


that which is mine

that which is mine

I wish! I wish and watch the red streak on my fingers

if I get out of this room



I'll eat him alive and everything that ever fed him


that's in me and on me



which one is healthier

space can be dark and light

I'm being led down



insane, and in a river


dark dark are your eyes open or shut

threes and threes? that's how many it took


he who comes my way


he whose vision has me


who must be protected like me


it hurt hurt as the fire singed and hissed out of

on that threshold


a simple candle lighter

Led me Down new poetry revised

mine, or yours, is it mine or yours



if there's one there are many

that which is mine
I wish! I wish and watch the red streak on my fingers
that's in me and on me
which one is healthier

heart falls for it fast and

there's a real flow
space can be dark and light

I'm being led down
insane, and in a river walking around bad neighborhoods, was her.....is her.....on the other side

dark dark are your eyes open or shut



let the light in yourself


threes and threes? that's how many it took

he who comes my way


he whose vision has me

who must be protected like me

it hurt hurt as the fire singed and hissed out of

a simple candle lighter


she told me I am in danger

I am in danger

it's going to eat you
in the mirror my face is hollowed out
there's a nothingness......I'm in it......it's horror