Crazy stuff I wrote

It was me at my worst and definitely not my best writing. But if I may say so myself, the design is brilliantly done by yours truly, art work courtesy of others.

Roma Pizza Revised

I've since been ok with that place though it is vile and the source of some very bad memories.


you think you're so ........so ABOVE ............ when you know nothing about me ........ you ............oh you're innocent? I won't apologize! I don't say it cause I'm too well bred. THAT doesn't make it untrue. It is VERY true. It is what is hidden and unsaid and noticed by very minute few that is the real story and sadly it is very seldom brought to light. Especially here in America. Cause this is a country where everyone came from somewhere else then their past was lost, their language lost. We live only in the present.....?


YOU who judge me and us.....Yeah.....good luck finding....once again I ................ I am a lady and sadly that puts me in a place where I can't always speak my mind. I have class and you do not. Yeah.....if you WERE anything you wouldn't have to try so hard to prove it. ...........I have something I don't want more that I do want...... And .....hey enjoy your high while it lasts! THAT I promise you. Go ahead and laugh.............star that was pink that was mine. ............

"The Dead Girl" revised

well, I seemed to get some praise for this post though was going to delete. Just have to point out that whores are people with brains ....even though I haven't seen the film "The Dead Girl" there's this stereotype of the drug addled hooker who is a train wreck. It really offends me. People are complex. People are many things! And we're not all passive victims. But it is true, for that matter, that people who have bi-polar disorder, which is something you're born with, who don't get treatment do resort to outside drugs for their condition. These people need help, they don't need to be condemned or for people to try to change them or force them to be something.That was Brittany Murphy's last role.....eeh.....something sure went wrong there. There but for the grace of spirits could I have gone thank you very much ......continued.....

Revision of last....Controversial?

but time for some cthonic art why not.....








New Writings:



something dirty was turning in me
a circle of them
of them
too many of them too many of them
that which I didn't want

except for the lake to take you out
something that was you
it's red you watch it
then bury it


your blood is the color of wine
you watch it in the tube
they took it out of you
I'll be ok, it was only them
and a flute....
I'll live it, then forget it
then forget it

Clarification

Wow! It's been quite a while since I logged on here. I realize the stuff written is pretty scary to a lot of people. It is true at the time I was going through some stuff romantically; you play with matches you're likely to get burned if you don't know how to use them. Still, you learn also by your mistakes. I do not live my everyday life the way it's described here. I am, however, writing about what I see around me and experience. Some love relationships will do that to people. There's power involved.

Anyway, my life really revolves around dancing, paying rent and bills like everyone else, acting, writing, reading and researching.....and this relationship I wrote about has had its ups and downs but we hung in there. THAT's another story. Still, if I may say so myself, I think this blog is damn good. By going to the dark side we come out at the light, sometimes. And red and black is SEXY!